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Name: Ashley
Country: United States
State: Arkansas
Metro: arkadelphia
Gender: Female


Interests: I love Tau Beta Sigma! and I am also in the Showband of Arkansas!
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 11/20/2005

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

I wish I had a money tree..

...but then again don't we all? I'm really believing my parents when they said that being an adult isn't all it's cracked up to be. I mean yeah I like the freedom and everything else, but not the bills, and not the obsticles ahead of me right now. But what can you do besides suck it up and put a smile on your face, whether it be real of fake.

I have a test tomorrow that I really need to do good on. It's really imperative that I make at least a B on it. I'm sure I can do it. I'm just getting stressed about my GPA because it's not looking so hot right now. I need about 2 more weeks and another test in all of my classes. As much as I'm ready for the work to cease, I honestly need it. I'm not ready for the semester to end in all honestly. Yes, I just said that. Crazy I know. I'm just not ready for the changes ahead, but I never will be. Well off to bed so I can do good on my test I suppose.


Saturday, April 21, 2007

Lies...

.....and lots of them so I found out. What a sorry bastard. Sorry for the bluntness, but it's the truth. Please don't lie to people. Especially when it comes to their emotions.

Schools almost over, woah...I'm pretty sure time stopped for me sometime in February. Don't believe me? Go take a look at my dry-erase calendar on the back of my door, which still reads February. Yeah I think that's good enough proof.  Maybe the summer will be good though, then I won't have to deal with as many lies...


Thursday, April 12, 2007

i'm ready for convention....hoorah....less than 24 hours until we leave, woah, that puts things into perspective!!!


Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Same old shit, different day...

Just like every other day in every other person's life, you think things are getting better and then they go right back to shit, and worse. I thought things were looking up. I thought maybe we would be friends, hell, I even thought we just might work it out one day...but I was stupid for thinking that for one moment. You are not who I thought you were. You obviously do not mean a word you say to me. You are over. I am over. I can't do it anymore and I refuse to. The road may be rough, but maybe it's necessary. After a year and a half I can't do it anymore. I'm drained to no end. You are not who I thought you were. So maybe tomorrow will just be a different day, without the shit. I realize if things are repeatedly going wrong then stop and take a look at what's going on, maybe something needs to change, whether you're ready for it or not.

Have a great day and stay dry!


Tuesday, April 03, 2007

I'm really at a loss for words. I don't know how someone can do things and not realize the pain they are causing the person sitting right beside them. How can one be so blind?



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